Today Im off work and feeling lonely. It happens to Bertha sometimes. Sometimes I long for a big strong man to hold me and tell me that everything is allright. But more often than not in my life, that Man is a drunk or looser. Oh Im no dummy...I dont seek out loosers....Its just as a woman of a certain age (pushing the big 40), the pool of available Men becomes more and more of a puddle. And Im not willing to settle. I always have my cute little Apartment to come home too (off the strip too! so I can walk to work). I found it years ago and was lucky enough to be able to buy it. Today I find myself bored by TV, and horny (as I usually am). But also lonely. I mean I love a big fat cock as much as the next gal....But every now and then....Bertha feels lonely. And today is one of those days.
Perhaps we all have a hole inside of us? Some people use drugs to fill it .(I DO NOT).
Some of us get involved in the wrong relationships just so that we are not alone to fill it. (I DO NOT).
Some of us wallow in self pitty (I try not too!)
And the rest of us just deal with the lonely day ahead and hope that tomorrow will be better.
1 comment:
Your honesty is refreshing. Everyone gets lonely - that's life, but it's how we choose to deal with it is what separates the girls from the women.
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